Current Mood: Disappointed

Well after blowing my diet and excercise for the last month,  I stepped on the scale and was thourougly disgusted.  I’m now up to 193lbs. which is even worse than when I started last time.  I’ve been stressing out about my daughter and eating really late at night because I haven’t been sleeping good at all during this whole thing.  I know the Lord doesn’t want me to feel unhealthy and tired all the time and it sure doesn’t help me feel good about myself at all that’s for sure so I’ve been praying and asking the Lord to please help me to stick with this no matter what is going on around me.  I’ve never really had to be on a diet before because I’ve always just eaten what I wanted and stayed at 130lbs at 5′8″. Being vegan vegetarians we eat pretty healthy all ready.  Course now in the last 3 years since I turned 40,  my weight has been creeping up on me. ugh. Read the rest of this entry »

Current Mood: Shocked & Thrilled

Can you believe it. This morning I woke up to 3 inches of snow on the ground when two weeks ago I was running the air conditioner and then it was all gone by noon. LOL That’s Oklahoma for you. I’m on my fourth day of being faithful to exercise everyday which is rare for me cause I hate it. LOL but I’ve all ready lost 5 pounds so that’s awesome. My goal is to reach my idea weight of 130lbs. I started out at my heaviest weight EVER at 180lbs. Aging has not been kind to me I guess. Most of it is in my hips, upper thighs and behind so anytime I try to wear shorts or pants it’s either super lose around the waist or super tight on my thighs and I’m just sick of it all. Plus I feel much better mood wise I’ve noticed. I’m a vegan vegetarian and you’ll think Id be skinny as a rail but all those nights of popcorn and desserts have really taken their tole, much less sitting in this chair all the time. heehee so I’m praying for strenght to eat healthier and keep up with the exercising. So I guess time will tell.