Current Mood: Happy

I just feel like praising the Lord for this weather lately.  It always takes me back to those rare times with my mom during the winter months where we would snuggle on the couch and drink homemade chocolate and just relax and have fun talking and things would be so peaceful.  I think it was mainly the peace that I really craved more than anything else as a child. These times were so rare since our home was usually a war zone 24-7.  During the fall and winter months my dad would leave to go overseas for business and would sometimes be gone for several months at a time.  We really looked forward to these peacful times and it’s so very sad that my father had to be gone in order to have them (see my testimony for the reason why)  I love my father deeply now since I’ve learned of his own childhood and how horrible it was and I just wish he were here in the states so I could build a real relationship with him if he wanted to.  Fall is a testimony of Gods love and the beauty he created just for us to behold and enjoy. It’s just breathtaking.  Reminds me of when Jesus will come and transform us and give us brand new bodies and we’ll get to go home to be with Him forever. The word of God is so true when it says that “all of nature will testify of Him and His love for us.”  Thank you Lord for you Mercy that never fails.

Current Mood: Angry & Shocked

I’ve been getting my migraines back again really bad and no matter what I eat or natural meds I take they’re just getting worse, so I broke down and went to the doctor for some prescription meds (which I hate taking at all)  She gave me two samples of some meds she though would be good for my kind of migraines and WOW did they work good, it got rid of my migraine in one hour, praise the Lord. Normall they last between 12 hours and 2 days.   So I go to get my prescription filled for more and I just about died of heart failure when the guy told me how much it was.  It was $112 for only FIVE pills. What in the world are these things made of GOLD.  There’s no way on earth we can afford them.  We’re not on any insurance right now and wont be for another 6 months.  I’m so disgusted I could cry.  I even asked if there was a generic kind and of course there wasn’t.  Five will last me about 2 weeks at most!!! GRRRRR now I know why I hate the drug companies so much.  It’s all about the money for them that’s for sure. Hubby keeps telling me he’ll do whatever he can to make sure I have them but I don’t want him stressing out about being able to afford them for me all the time. sigh.  Guess I’m stuck with my migraines for life.  Oh well.